the last day of June

Flashbaaaaaaaaack.

(8 June) I got a news that I didn't want to hear. Yeah, you already knew about it, right? I failed in UMB 2010. I felt so sad, even till now. Bcs, it was the last chance for me to enter the University of Indonesia, and unfortunately I got failure.

(16 June & 17 June) Ah yeah I can't forget those day. SNMPTN 2010 held on those day. It was such a spooky day *apa deeeh*, xoxo.

(20 June) Ini juga nih, zzz. I can't forget it, too. It was when I faced USM STAN 2010.

And, tomorrow is July. Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah /m\
I hope it will be a better month, xoxoxo. It means that I will hear some good news on July.
Ah, one else. My mother's birthday will be on 6th July, yeeeeeehehe.

Please stay healthy, everyone! Have a good life!

Love, Mirna Nadia.

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Hello, how are you doing? I think it had been a long time I didn't post anything in my blog. Now I have some news for you.

First, result of UMB 2010.
Damn, I failed again. I feel so useless, for my parent especially. Till now, I can't make them proud yet. I regret my fault. Now, there's no more chance for me to enter the University of Indonesia. So, good bye.

Second, about SNMPTN 2010.
I had done it. I don't want to fail anymore. I wanna get success by this way.

It hurts, it hurts when you know that you fail to get something that you want

my wishes

Good afternoon, everyone.

Argh, now I am in a bad situation. The electricity in my house dead, lived, and then dead again. What the?! And I am alone. Argh. It's raining outside and there's a horrific lightning. God, please save me. Hiks.

Anyway, did you already have your lunch? I did. I had a plate of rice and two sausage. That's too much, I think. But, I was so hungry. So, I decided to take double portions. And now, I am full. Thanks, God. Lol.

I want to scream, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. It's five days going to the day when the result appears. The result of UMB 2010. Oh my, I want to hear a good news on that day. I want to see my father and my mother smile.

Guys, have you ever heard that Wonder Girl will come to Indonesia on June? Or maybe you've already had the ticket of their concert? My best friend, Sara, and I really want to go to Wonder Girl's concert. Even she has already asked her brother to try getting the ticket for us (her brother works in a company which also participate in organizing the concert). And may be, we can get the ticket soon. But, the problem is ... jeng jeng jeng. I have already told to my mother that I want to go to Jakarta to attend Wonder Girl's Concert. Then my mother says "NO". She doesn't allow me to attend the concert. Hiks aaaaaargh. But, if I get success in UMB 2010 *amin*, maybe she will let me go to Wonder Girl's concert. Well, it's a must, right? Ah, mamaaaaaa. And if I fail? *nauzdubilah*. Uuuuuu, I want to see my rival *in getting Heechul Oppa*, Ahn Sohee. I wanna see how beautiful she is. Lol. I want to see Wonder Girl and Indonesia Open, too. Indonesian Open will be held on June, 22. I wanna see my Greysia Polii and my Liliyana Natsir. God, help meeee.

Well, I just can pray. Pray for myself. I hope I'll get success through UMB 2010 and get the university that I want. I hope I can see Wonder Girl. I hope I can watch Indonesian Open 2010. I beg your prayer too, guys.

Love, Mirna Nadia.

my prayer

University of Indonesia. I want to wear its yellow uniform. I want to go to the campus with its yellow bus. I want it so bad.
I wish i have a good news on June 8, 2010.
May Allah swt hear what i want. May Allah swt fulfill my desire.
Amin. Amin. Amin.

07.00 - 12.30

tadi pagi aku udah mulai intensif snmptn di go *padahal mulainya udah dari kemarin hihi*. aku ambil program ipc karenaaaa kan di UMB aku pilih yang ipc dan mau ga mau aku juga harus belajar ekonomi dan kawan-kawannya. it's okay sih tapi booooooooook jam belajarnya itu loh. ampun dah udah kaya sekolah aja. dari pagi sampe siang mesti belajar. ngiks. tapi ga apa-apalah toh buat kebaikan aku juga. ngiks. ayoooooo na kan mau lulus UMB FKG-UI? :D

anyway, ngomongin intensif jadi inget UMB. inget UMB jadi inget jurusan yang aku pilih *lebih tepatnya aku dan mama*. malem itu pas dafar online kan harus udah nentuin jurusannya. nih aku sebutin jurusan yang aku dan mamaku pilih.

1. Fakultas Kedokteran - Universitas Indonesia
2. Fakultas Kedokteran Gigi - Universitas Indonesia
3. Fakultas Kedokteran - UIN Syarif Hidayatullah
4. Hubungan Internasional - Universitas Indonesia

kaget ngaaaa? ngiks. jangan pada mikir kalo aku ini pinter yah gara-gara milih jurusan diatas. aku jelasin alasannya kenapa aku dan mama milih jurusan-jurusan itu ya.

pertama FK UI. terus terang aku sama sekali ga kepikiran buat milih jurusan itu. sumpah! -.- tapi mama tuuuuuuh. kata mama "masa FKG terus sih yang diutamain nak? udah pilihan pertama FK aja". gitu kata mama, yaudah deh nyenengin hati orang tua aja aku mah. maaf maaf deh ya ma kalo ina ga lulus di pilihan pertama. FK gitu loh? UI lagi! ngga yaaaaaakin -.-

kedua FKG UI. ga usah dijelasin lagi deh heheh. aku emang pengen banget banget banget masuk FKG. sebenernya sih terserah FKG di universitas mana aja *asal jangan di uncen dan sekitarnya hehe*. tapi ga ada salahnya kan aku mempunyai impian dan berharap untuk kuliah di FKG UI? setiap orang punya kesempatan yang sama. dan aku ngga akan menyia-nyiakan kesempatan itu :D

ketiga FK UIN Syarif Hidayatullah. hehehehe itu pilihan yang asal comot aja. karena di UMB univeritasnya gitu-gitu semua sih cuma UI doang yang yaaaah taulah gimana *ini menurut aku jadi jangan marah hehe*. pas aku liat ada FK di UIN Syarif Hidayatullah ya udah aku pilih yang itu aja. aku jg keinget kata temenku FK disitu juga bagus, dosennya dosen UI semua *emang bener ya?* hehehehe oh iya daya tampungnya dikit banget loh cuma delapan -.-

keempat HI UI. nah yang ini yan paling ngawur. keinginan mama ku tuh. ngiks. sebenernya aku maunya sastra inggris UI aja tapi kata mama ambil HI aja. ya udah deh nurut aja lah. padahal HI? yaaaaaampun emangnya aku pinter banget apa bisa masuk HI? HI-UI lagi? mamaaaaaaah -.-

well, aku sama sekali ngga bermaksud untuk tinggi hati atau terlalu percaya diri. aku malah minder minder minder setengah mati. mana pilihan aku yang yahud semua padahal otakku juga ngga ngejamin aku bisa masuk situ. ngiks. tapi aku tetep optimis. aku tau semuanya itu Allah yang mengatur. dan kalau aku ditakdirkan-Nya untuk kuliah di FK-UI atau FKG-UI atau FK-UIN Syarif Hidayatullah atau di HI-UI atau tidak sama sekali di keempat pilihan tersebut, aku akan menerimanya dengan jiwa yang besar.

sekarang aku cuma bisa belajar semaksimal mungkin dan berdoa, meminta kepada-Nya agar diberikan yang terbaik. mohon doanya juga ya teman-teman :D