my prayer

University of Indonesia. I want to wear its yellow uniform. I want to go to the campus with its yellow bus. I want it so bad.
I wish i have a good news on June 8, 2010.
May Allah swt hear what i want. May Allah swt fulfill my desire.
Amin. Amin. Amin.

Hee to the Chul

gee, how are you, my dearest blog? i'm so sorry. i don't mean to forget you. i just haven't so much time to writing in my blog. but actually, i am lazy, hahahaha.

so what will i write tonight? hahaha even i don't know what i must write.
how about talking about Heechul? huh do you interested in? *don't know ask to who lol*

okay, i will write some about Heechul. Kim Heechul. milky skin Kim Heechul yo saranghae. haha
his name is Kim Heechul *that's what i know*. he is Super Junior member, yeah. i saw him at the first time when i watched the unoriginal dvd *ups* of SuShow 1 which i borrowed from my friend. i didn't really like him at that time. his hairstyle at that time is not really my appetite! so strange, so weird, so nerd *i am sorry Oppa*. he mostly looked like a woman zzzzzzzzzzzz.
but then, i just saw him on some videos of him which i download from youtube. ah i know that he always change his hairstyle. and when he looks like man, omooooo i feel like i love him so much. but, when i saw him in a-woman-style, bleeeeeh i hate it.
i also know that he has ... emmmm what we call in english, argh i forget, yeah like hati yang lembut atau perasa? ya something like that. i know it from his eyes. i never met him before, but i know, i can read his eyes. he's kind of person that can hide his sadness inside and always show his happiness in front of people though he's sad indeed *oh just like me*. i don't know it is true or not, it's just guessing. but i think, i am true, hahahaha.
anyway, i've heard that Heechul likes Sohee from wonder girl? i support him. bahahahahaha. i think, they are matched. but Heechul Oppa is too old for Sohee, hehehe i am sorry again, Oppa.

i'll show you his picture. yeah, here he is, cool right? aaaa. but now, his hair not like in this below picture. his hair now look like justin bieber's hair hahahahaha. mianhae Oppa. you're still cool.

i think it's enough. hahahahaha. i must study. so, byeeeee. see you next time.

my tears are for Kangin actually

i just found on youtube, the video of the Super Junior's fansmeeting. then, i downloaded it to my pc. i got surprise when i saw that vid. Kangin appeared on the fansmeeting. oh my god, i cried directly when i saw Heechul cried on that vid. my tears went down so much from my eyes when i saw Heechul kept his hand on Kangin's, he hold Kangin's hand strengthly.
there's really kinda sadness in my heart. though i'm not an ELF, though i just like them lately, i can feel what ELF feels. they're all (Super Junior member & ELF) must feel so hard to let Kangin go to army. i know it for sure.
anyway, i'm so sorry to know that Hankyung also must resign from Super Junior. may the management will regret about what they did to Hankyung.
actually, i also want Kangin, Hankyung, and Kibum back to Super Junior, being together in their new album, just like ELF wants. they're soooo amazing if they're together, if they're thirteen, not jus ten.
finally, i just can say HWAITING KANGIN, HANKYUNG, & KIBUM :) HWAITING SUPER JUNIOR :) HWAITING ELF :)

here is the video :'(

SIMAK UI 2010

the result was bad. but, there's no regret in my mind. because that's my fault. I didn't study hard at that time.

I apologize to my parents because I couldn't get them happy yet. but I promise, I'll make them happy soon.

anyway, selamet ya buat yang lulus di SIMAK UI 2010. you're so lucky.

Teksip Unsri 2010

hasil TRY OUT 1 di GO cukup menggembirakan nih. hehehehehehehe. tapi belum mencapai target sih. but it's okay.

TRY OUT 1 INTENSIF SNMPTN GO.
Pilihan pertama : FKG UI
Pilihan kedua : FKG UNSRI
Pilihan ketiga : TEKSIP UNSRI
*salah pilih tuh hahaha aku kan ipc tapi pilihannya ipa semua. maaf dah waktu itu bawaan ngantuk sih. jd ngga sadar kalo milih jurusan ipa semua. hahahaha.*

nah hasilnya tadi sih aku udah liat. ALHAMDULILAH passing grade aku 31% koma berapa gitu aku lupa. yah lumayanlah ya dibandingin sm TO jaman bahulak dulu yg cuma dapet 13%. dan aku jujur loh kemarin ngga pake cheating. Insyaallah murni jawabanku sendiri. dan mudah-mudahan TRY OUT yang kedua hasilnya bisa lebih bagus dari yang pertama. AMIN.

tapi tapi tapi passing grade 31% itu udah pasti ngga menjamin buat masuk FKG UI. masih kurang 10% lagi (omooooooo --"). buat FKG Unsri aja masih kurang 1%-an lagi. untung Teksip Unsri lewat, fiuh.

yah aku berharap nanti makin meningkat dan makin meningkat. jadi nanti pas yang benerannya bisa sampai memenuhi target. AMIN.

i assume that they are cool

SUPER JUNIOR. bah gilaaaaaaa, aku baru sadar kalo mereka memang keren --". selamat buat Sara dan Bilqis yang udah sukses ngebuat aku simpatik sama Super Junior hahaha. well guys both of you are right. they are cool. so cool.

mei?

selamat datang bulan mei. semoga lebih baik dari bulan april. semoga semua rencana saya di bulan mei berjalan dengan lancar. semoga besok, tepatnya tanggal dua mei, saya bisa menjawab soal-soal tes masuk telkom dengan baik dan benar. semoga nanti, tanggal sembilan mei, saya bisa nonton Thomas Uber Cup 2010 tanpa hambatan apapun (e.g les, mati lampu, dll). semoga *ini yang paling penting* nanti pas tanggal duapuluh dua mei, saya bisa menjawab soal-soal UMB dengan sempurna. AMIN. AMIN YA RABBAL ALAMIN.


I WILL NOT GIVE UP.

I WILL FACE IT WITH MY SMILE.

FIGHTING!